I found out about Emerson via You Tube, his spy museum interview popped up via the algorithm. The idea of using fear as fuel fascinates me. If I could harness my fears I could do anything, I’m scared all the damn time!
I escaped corporate America at 49, almost 2 years ago. Since then I’ve been throwing anything that doesn’t serve me overboard, like I’m in an old school pirate movie trying to outrun the British. After I sell the boat anchor (my house), I’ll head west to a lower cost of living area somewhere with mountains and snow. Maybe I’ll pick up some work that allows me free travel and a little pocket cash. Maybe I’ll buy an off grid cabin and hide away forever. I have no idea what I am doing, where I will do it, or with whom. I’m terrified. On the other hand my ancestors put their stuff in covered wagons and made their way, so I am pretty sure I can figure it out hopefully without freezing to death, going bankrupt, or getting murdered, or worse …..audited.
I am trying to learn how to be positive, but after yeas of looking for the failure mode so ya’ll wouldn’t die, it’s tough to retrain my brain.
So I am looking for a community to ask questions and brain storm solutions when I get stuck, so I thought I would give this a try.
PS Yes, I really am a Kunoichi, I am in a Japanese National TV special on Kunoichis. Ok it was for failing the test, but I’m still in the special!!!!